Its been a long time again and I apologize. Work has really got me "working" My 'normal' days I get up at 4am clock into work by 5am and work until 2pm. This last week a 1/2 I have worked 9 days straight. I finally got a day off yesterday and today. Thank God!!
I like my job pretty well. Although I wish I was decorating already. But not yet... And come to find out there is one girl who is there working who is slotted as a cake decorator as well (but I have been told she isn't great at all) So she could pull seniority on me and take it before I get a chance. Its union so she would be able to do that *sigh* I really hope not. I miss the decorating part the creative side. I am a very creative person and wrapping bread all day or packaging stuff and stocking tables does not feed that need to be creative. Granted I did do a wedding cake on the July 31st which turned out awesome I think and I did a short notice for my sister in laws bday cake which my mom requested. But still I want to do more.
We went to the fair yesterday. It was canned food day. Bring 4 cans of food and get in for only 2$ (8$ savings) Had a pretty good time although like usual after a bit hubby starts to get impatient and then things just arnt as "fun" they were fun but I could tell the kids get kinda stressed when he tries to rush them or he doest view things from their eyes. Hes better though then he use to be. I was thinking after we left how awesome it would be to have a cupcake booth at the fair but I am pretty sure just to get the space needed it would be pretty spendy! One can dream!
So things are "ok" on the home front right now.. well at least until the next full moon lol .. although I still cook and clean on his days off (my working days) I wish that would change. I come home so tired then he acts like I shouldn't be tired when I start to pass out at 9pm watching our shows.. "*k* wake up why the hell do you keep falling asleep?" Ive talked to him about it and explained that I get up at 4am im tired i work all day in a freezer lifting heavy boxes and crates and walking across the store etc.. i don't get to be in dress clothes and a tie in a office setting walking 2 feet every now and then to help someone. She he apologizes but it only lasts for that day and the following week when I am exhausted again I must explain that to him again. Sometimes it turns out good and a few times it has turned out bad our convo.. and him ending up saying that I am being bitchy or moody and he is tired of dealing with me.. but more often he will listen lately.
When I forgot to make the Internet payment and it got shut off the other day and I had to pay it (my mind hasn't been together since ive been so tired... going to bed at midnight/1am and getting up at 4am isnt good) he actually didn't yell at me about it.. usually in the past he always had.. it made me feel good =)
Well I must go to the store and gather the stuff I need for dinner tonight.. on tonight's menu French toast and bacon =)
