I wanna just throw in the towel

I really don't know how long I can go on in my relationship. Inside it's just killing me. Why didn't he say something to me before we got married. Sure they say it's hard for a cd person to reveal such info but omg he took me as his wife he devoted his love to me. And he didn't love me enough to tell me before so I could deciede if I want to live with this my whole life??? Its slowly killing our relationship. I don't know if I want to stay anymore. But I feel stuck. I can't support my 3 children on what I make at work let alone I couldn't support myself So I'm stuck. Stuck in a marriage I don't want to be in. A marriage where I married someone I didn't even really know. Ha ha jokes on me we decided NOT to give you prince charming BUT instead give you princess charming.

I want out. If my husband knew how unhappy I was he would twist it all around so it's my fault and he's the angel and I'm just the one who complains about everything.

Deep in my heart I wish he would stop. I wish that he would wake up one morning and say "you know thus hurts my wife the woman I love. She never asked for this". But yeah we all know the classic line that it's impossible to stop or don't make a cd choose. Well you know what you are making the wife choose between being happy or having to deal with this the rest I'd her life.